I recently had a rather incredible conversation with some fellow polytheists that ultimately ended with them expressing the following sentiment to me: if I want to make a tradition, my tradition, I ought to just go ahead and do it.
Sounds obvious…but, this is something I have been struggling with for some time, despite having had a regular polytheistic practice for many years now. Recently, I have felt inspired by other polytheists I know – a few of these folks being the ones who encouraged me during the conversation referenced above – who have not only reconstructed ancient religions for modern times, but have established or are working on establishing their own specific traditions / versions of those reconstructed ancient religions. As in, their traditions not only draw from, say, “Anglo-Saxon Heathenry” or “Celtic Polytheism” (as foundations), but also from their unique identities as people, the lands they currently live on, their preferred aesthetics, and the various other influences they feel called to include (because they understand that even in ancient times, syncretism and overlapping cultural influences were the norm, not the exception). These folks have living, breathing hearth cults. They have moved beyond “recon” and have moved into, as a friend and fellow polytheist colleague of mine coined, “post-recon” territory.
What is “post-recon”? It’s a new type of paganism, or more specifically, modern polytheism, that emphasizes, as the name implies, what comes after reconstruction: actually living the reconstructed religion. Many “recon polytheists” get trapped in academic purgatory…they essentially research themselves into stasis. An obsession with accuracy ends up leading one down a path of stagnation rather than illumination. At some point, we must put down our books, cap our highlighters, and start actually practicing something. And that “something” needs to be meaningful; it needs to be alive. Living things draw from their surroundings, they grow and adapt, they are diverse, they are vibrant and multi-faceted. Such a religion might have a basis in history, as is necessary to reconstruct it in the first place, but it has a future in modernity: the ways the people of now actually follow it.
Returning back to my struggle: I recently made the decision to pursue “post-recon” status, but I felt suddenly paralyzed by imposter syndrome, a feeling of “I am not qualified to do this.” After all, some of the folks who have successfully done work like this have followings – other folks who practice their specific tradition, for example. Many of them have official documents for their traditions, they are working on writing books, they have years of experience leading rituals or administrating large online polytheism chat servers, they have made entire websites to help beginner Heathens, and a slew of other impressive achievements. I have done none of these things. I simply have my art, my poetry, and my private practice, that I have only now decided to write more publicly about. What gives me the right to create a specific modern polytheistic tradition grounded in history but unique to me? Don’t I need to be some kind of expert in something to be able to move from “recon” to “post-recon”?
The truth, it turns out, is that I have every right, and I do not need to be some sort of “expert.” I can get started right now. I don’t know why needing to hear this sort of validation, out loud, was necessary for me, but it was. I appreciate and give thanks to the folks who took the time to talk to me and encourage me. One of them made a very poignant statement about this whole “building new traditions” business: in short, if not us, then who? Nobody is going to do this work for us. We need to “create the polytheistic cultus we want to see in the world,” essentially. The person who created that website for beginner Heathens mentioned how the only reason she even decided to start that particular project was because she really wished it had existed when she was new to Heathenry. “I saw that something was missing, and really wanted to fill that void.”
Well, I have a void, and now it’s time for me to fill it.
Though this blog is new, my practices in polytheism are not new: I’ve been at this for years. Exactly a decade ago, I embraced paganism (generally) for the first time, and since then I have grown into this pretty passionate polytheist with Jewish roots. I initially started out drawing from the Orphic cult & Hellenic polytheism, but eventually integrated Kemeticism into my practice, as well as ancient Canaanite religion (a primary influence on the people who would eventually become the Israelites). I think the name of my “post-recon project” should be inspired by all of these aspects of my “polytheism origin story:”
“I am a child of Earth and Starry Heaven,
but my birth is of Heaven alone.”Translation of the inscription on the Orphic gold tablets (from Richard Janko, “Forgetfulness in the Golden Tablets of Memory,” Classical Quarterly 34 (1984) 89–100, especially p. 99)
“And I will make thy seed to multiply as the stars of heaven, and will give unto thy seed all these countries; and in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed.”Genesis 26:4
“Run to me with your feet,
race to me with your legs.
For I have a word to tell you,
a message to recount to you:
the word of the tree and the
whisper of the stone,
the murmur of the heavens to the earth,
of the seas to the stars.”From the Baal Cycle, translated from the Ugaritic Tablets & recounted by Mark S. Smith & Michael D. Coogan
I think we will call this project: “The Starry Way.” I am looking forward to continuing this reconstructive process, with the ultimate goal of eventually finding myself in a “post-recon” state. Now to figure out what, exactly, my focus will be…